Darin Quail

Darin was my big brother, he was so special and a smile from him ment the world brighter, he had problems with alcohol but was getting better when he was brought to a house and injected with heroin and died immedietly they left him dead for5 hours before getting help by which time they had robbed him and gone to mcdonalds and hoovered around him, i will never know if he had wanted the drug but all iknow is that he was left dead, 4 postmortems revelad he had no vidence of drug use and a murder trial was launched my mum is dead and father not around i had to identify his body myself and deal with it all myself but i did it for my brother to get justice my justice was she served 18mnths for culbable homicide!!!! i love my brother so much but even tho im doingthis it doesnt feel real he still feels alive darin ment the world to me i didntalways show it but he knew it we were so close, i was taken into care when i was 8 and he was left behind i always felt bad why did he not get helped? have i failed him in death also by not grieving for him? he loved animals and cars and reading books andhad the smelliest feet, he also saw good in everyone that his downfall whatever he was hewas my brother and i love him somuch xxxx i hope he ok now x